WHHHY ? I’ve never ever ever ever cried for a tv show as much as I’m crying right now. I’m just a mess. I so want my mum to give me a hug but we are not in the same country and I hate my life. SHE WAS MY SECOND FAVORITE CHARACTER. I can’t even think clearly. I know she was not an original character or whatever (is anyone on this show, except for Sarah maybe? But the fact is I love them all so I don’t care). I loved her because she was the young full of life and ideals one. I loved her because she knew herself so well and acted consequently. She was the happiest she had ever been all her life and I was so happy for her. It’s all over now, but she was 24 years old and she had her whole life ahead of her, with the man she loved and her baby daughter and UGH I can’t.
I know it was useful to the show, because as a soap DA needs drama, and I honnestly think you can’t get more dramatic. I mean the way they shot it was horrific, my heart is ripped out of my chest. Everything was perfectly acted and I’m devastated. It works so well, BUT I DON’T WANT IT TO WORK. I want her to get the chance to prove to everyone how right she was to marry Tom Branson. I want Lady Sybil Branson to live happily ever after in Ireland with her family. I want her to be fulfilled as a nurse in her middle class life. I want her to get the chance to vote and to do so many other things.
I just seat here and remember how happy she was to bake her mother a cake as a surprise. I remember how proud and moved Cora was to see her go to train as a nurse. And it hurts so much because Sybil really was her baby. MY FAVORITE CHARACTER LOST HER YOUNGEST DAUGHTER. I’m so done.
Also my ship is about to sink and if it does I won’t be able to take it.